Following Jesus in life and word

Today I had a speech in our church and I spoke about the Daily Discipleship and it was about the quite time and prayer. This is the topic that I've been teaching in cmtc course in cbs. And many people today knew what is quite time and how to have quite time and decided to spend their quite time daily. I thank you Lord for everything you are leading me through.
I am your servent please use me as much as I can bear all the load you want me to carry for you.

I have something to do

These days I am little bit busy with church ministry and some work in NBCBS.
I have been taking some classes in CMTC. This so nice to talk about faith and among the youth.

This is so wonderful to hide inside Him

Dear lord thank you very much for your love and grace upon me. This is something that nobody can understand that why you love the same "LOVE" for everyone, not only to whom you love but to everyone. And I am the most luckiest one that I knew you and can he happy with you everytime.

Back with my own ........

I had never thought that I would have this time after coming back from Norway. Everything seems not normal and I have started being busy very much with few things done at last. I am missing Norway so much. My every single past time that I had spent there. But I am very much thankful to God who placed me (moved) to see the things different and make me do different and learn. I went and learned and this is time to become. But i can see very many chalanges infront of me. Please pray for me. Despite of my study I have so much to to for church ministry and also for NBCBS.

One week back to our practise plaace ( Kristiansand)

It's our one week back visit to our practise place (internship place) Kristiansand. We came here on 19th of June and we had visit the next day early in the morning to Denmark with our mentor. And since then we are having very good time and rushing hours meeting friends and lots of invitations. On friday we went to our beloved place Shalam and have a good talk with all of them and on the very eve. Ostine one of our very good and so good friend took us to him and we really had very good food and fellowship. On Saturday we then met our staff on Laget who is on her leave due to her birth to new beautiful daughter Mia and on same day we again invited by our only caring and colse Nils Yakub and there too we had our kind of spicy food and again in the evening agin formar Hald student Kjtel invited us to his house and again we had very good time with him with games and we wathed the football. So this is what we are doing here right now. We are really missing so many friends over here. I am afraid if we are not able to meet all of our friends here.

visit to Denmark

I believe in God and his glory. It was so nice time yesterday in Denmark. It was like things happened at last and I thank God for this because I had almost gave up my hope to visit to Denmark but the Lord is great we got wonderful time together with great person Asbion and Mia Vorland, our mentor. Whom I would like to call a living stone. They have offered their life for shake of His kingdom. They had been a missionary to Nepal through Tibiten mission more than 40 years and still they are not tired. Before some months they were awarded (both couple) by the King of Norway a medal as a appreciation where they didn't fail to mention their energetic heart for mission work though they are quite old in physical body. So I am saying this was my great privilege to be with them.
And Denmark was really so beautiful land without any hills and mountain though. I really loved the place. We were in a place called Allberg. We visited a zoo there and some of the places around. It was possible only because of the Vorland.I am really so much thankful to them and to my beloved heavenly father.

17th of May a garnd Day

It was so exciting day all over the Norway. The seventeenth of May. Independent day for the Norway. It is one of the garnd event in Norway. And this is first time I have enjoyed the National day celebartion. Very mcuh inspiring. The love towards the Nation, proud of bing Norwgian, even I felt it while marching for cheer carrying the Norwegian flag.
Especially the children enjoys in this imortant day and all the peoples come out of their houses. The unity of the peopls also indicate how

My internships

As a exchanged student and program set we were sent out for the sid months internship in place called Kristiasand. The entire stay in Norway has been unforgatable for me. It was hard to leave Kristiansand. I have so much love in my heart for Norway. We have got so many friend there. The extreme winter this year was unforgateble.
Our bible stuty group,Kia international choir,prayer meeting in UIA and skies camps,Easter camps,fellowship in state church,walking over the frozen ocean etc were some of the exciting and unforgateble time in Kristiansand. But for one week soon we are going back to kristiansand.

Today in Universtiy

As I have already mentioned about the prayer meeting. Today I was together with the other fellow student praying together our usual topic 'mission', She read Isaiah 6:8 and suddenly I remembered the word that was spoken to me in Blutour. This was the same verse that I heard and I realized why I am so excited to go back and serve those who are hidden and lost in my place. Then I told everyone to pray for me and the third time in my life I felt I was forced to pronounce something that I don't understand my tongue was jut moving and I was speaking. I felt so happy and relief. I think Lord is speaking to me and he want to use me. I surrender you all. My lord you are the ruler of my life.

Walking with Jesus my words...

Paul and Peter are my one of my best model for my life I can say. When ever I see my life turning back and I see that sorts of unstability in my thoughts and decision and then I feels like being Peter. Unstable. And when I move forward and struggle with the the sin around and as Paul has said in Roman 7:7-25. (In Nepali Bible it is written struggle with sin) I feel exactly like the Paul and sometime it even makes me pull back. But Despite of this I am crawling always forward and I am really thankful to God that now I am in the best time with the God that I have ever experienced in my life. I can feel that joy inside me, the presence of The Holy Spirit. I can truely feel his loves on my life. I hope the verse above is encouragement for everone of us. So I am just putting it down.

Law and Sin (Struggle with sin in Nepali)
Shall we say, then, that the Law itself is sinful? Of course not! But it was the Law that made me know what sin is. If the law had not said, "Do not desire what belongs to someone else," I would not have known such a desire. But by means of that commandment sin found its chance to stir up all kinds of selfish desires in me. Apart from law, sin is a dead thing. I myself was once alive apart from law; but when the commandment came, sin sprang to life, and I died. And the commandment which was meant to bring life, in my case brought death. Sin found its chance, and by means of the commandment it deceived me and killed me.
So then, the Law itself is holy, and the commandment is holy, right, and good. But does this mean that what is good caused my death? By no means! It was sin that did it; by using what is good, sin brought death to me, in order that its true nature as sin might be revealed. And so, by means of the commandment sin is shown to be even more terribly sinful.
The Conflict in Man
We know that the Law is spiritual; but I am a mortal man, sold as a slave to sin. I do not understand what I do; for I don't do what I would like to do, but instead I do what I hate. Since what I do is what I don't want to do, this shows that I agree that the Law is right. So Ia am not really the one who does this thing; rather it is the sin that lives in me. I know that good does not live in me-that is, in my human nature. For even though the desire to do good is in me, I am not able to do it. Idon't do the good I want to do; instead, I do the evil that I do not want to do. If I do what I don't want to do, this means that I am no longer the one who does it; instead, it is the sin that lives in me.
So I find that this law is at work; when I want to do what is good, what inner being delights in the law of God. But I see a different law at work in my body-a law that fights against the law which my mind approves of. It makes me a prisoner to the law of sin which is at work in my body. What an unhappy man I am! Who will rescue me form this body that is taking me to death? Thanks be to God, who does this through our Lord Jesus Christ!
This, then, is my condition; on my won I can serve God's law only with my mind, while my human nature serves the law of sin.

I am really thankful to the God who is always near me when I am in difficult time. I love my dearst pappa in Heaven who loves me more than anything in the world. Holy Spirit come to me be with me. Amen
Your loving son
Rajen.

From the core of my heart

God you know me better than anything else in the world. You have known me before I was imaged in my mother womb. You know my futer and past. This true that I have heart for you and I remember just now someone have told me "I am no other than human being" so I have many weakneses in my life mistakes in my decisions. Lord you know me please let you make according to the will of you, make me strong I want to surrender to you all. I know you have given us the freedom of our will. Even you can't control upon our will. But if I am not able to decide the good things and make foolish decisions than I never want that sorts of freedom of my will. My father you are only one who can understand me without any explanation. So please hold me on you. Help me to surrender me on you. Help me to build up me my future along with you. Lord let me parise you overall my life. This my prayer to you form the bottom of my heart. My dearest pappa in heaven I love you as you love me. Help me please.
Your dearest son.
Rajen

In brief

I am back for new update

It has been long days that I haven't posted anything in my blog but since I came to know that many people are reading my blog, I have decided to write my blog and update again. There are actually many changes and event that are important for me went, passby. Like in in January we were back all the international studets once again and happy and cheerful being together of our infield course. After that I am having a good time in Laget in Kristiansand. We have been geting many chances to be involved in students activities here. Since new year we have started a combined prayer meeting in Agdar University with another student organization in Norway called New Generation. And it has been always encouraging prayer meeting everyday, where we have different prayer topic everyday. We are responsible for everymonday together with two beautiful lady Inger Mei and Sigrid from New Generation. Our prayer is going stronger and stronger. We believ that our answer has been answered. Everyday students are joining our prayer meeting and we are getting new empowerment from here. we praise lord for this and I would like to request you to pray for our prayer meeting personally.